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Name: little_potato Country: Canada Metro: Toronto
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4/15/2005
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| cmcc’s office called this morning. i was asked why we’ve only finalized the concert’s date so “late” and why we’d want refreshments after the concert this year when we’d never had it before (angela said, “last year i went to the concert and after it finished everyone just left. it was so weird!”—very much agreed…) and how the lobby would be too crowded because there will be so much happening that day and so it wouldn’t be appropriate for people to stay in the lobby to socialize… essentially, our “light refreshments will be served afterwards” proposal—which all of us thought was the greatest idea we’d come up with—has been struck down. yeah, i know. we can talk about it on friday. but i really can’t see how anything can be done if this is the “reason” why they don’t like our proposal. i literally was speechless. i didn’t know what to say. i know, they all say i’m doing fine. but i’m obviously not doing fine. just like french class. i’m not doing fine. sorry. i don’t know. i guess… we are too compartmentized?? i just can’t imagine this happening anywhere else. (at scbc? you got to be kidding.) yes… you know what i mean? the response forms tie in to my feelings of this too. anyway, it’s ok. it’s my fault. it’s always my fault. | | |
| ok, my guess was wrong. ok, half-right. but this really is the same thing isn’t it. last term we had 4 people. this term we have 3. does having ONE (1) person less really make that much of a difference, so much so that we need to shorten the course? by, like, 4 hours? somehow, this makes little sense to me. but. whatever. anyway, i don’t understand mitra. ok, it’s no good for her to leave school late. but we’ve already shortened each class by half an hour. what’s the problem with starting 15 minutes later? we’d still be leaving 15 minutes earlier than normal. but she just said a straight “no”. this makes even less sense to me than shortening the classes… anyway. whatever. comme j’ai dit au professeur, c’est d’accord pour moi… | | |
| i think the way our pastor speaks really makes me confused. no, i don’t mean that. i mean, i once again feel why i liked him. someone from the mainland. is. indeed. different. it almost felt as if i were at somewhere else other than where i actually was. but i don’t think anything will work out. not under this screening crap. but he feels so unconcerned, maybe i’m overreactive, too sensitive, or something… * * * hmm. « 靈海傳馨 ». no, i’m not into autobiographies. but the book is beautifully typeset. seriously. impeccably typeset chinese. i’ve not seen this for a while. very unlike _____’s very unprofessional “professional” typesetting… sigh. when will _____ realize that he needs to read what he typesets? wth did he teach when he was a professor?? | | |
| the school left a message on my cell. a2.6 goes ahead tomorrow. apparently, only 3 have registered, and i have a feeling i know who the other two are. surely, is or is not aside, this is feeling more and more like “real school”… with difficulty in registering for classes, scheduling problems and such… | | |
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