(i should be sleeping right now. need to catch number 2 at 9 tomorrow. wait… does the number 2 bus even run at 9am on saturday?…)

阿炳條問題咁問法（其實咁問法好正常，但真係唔識答，至少如今唔識答），呆咗一呆，結果又編咗入EBS，查嘅經文同預先講嘅又試唔同咗，好無奈……

係唔係唔好呢？又好似唔係，但係真係有啲blank。

唔夠半日，就要又試confront最憎嘅screening program，局著又要聽嗰班人發噏風（或者話佢哋睜著眼講大話謴人可能重貼切啲），完全覺得係嘥我嘅時間，但係我仍然係覺得，I don’t belong here (but I don’t belong there either)。好無奈……

so ironic that Bernard says that, instead of the other one, is a nice photo… that was the day i first sensed it’s over. brings back bad memories…

i think it is the first time i actually talked to caeles.

but the way we talked was like normal friends. it was so weird.

perhaps, keeping in touch on facebook is, after all, not as useless as i assumed.

i saw her again today. (with her bf of course.) it was totally unexpected, but it seems that i am ok now. i mean, it seems that i’m ok now.

so i guess six months really is needed. something good to know, i guess.

and she told me she goes to 2pm now. really? i suppose it’s good we rarely crossed paths before the six months were up…

at the end it was ok, with the help of 7 people from other choirs (including a conductor and an organist). we only had 3 people, and only 2 of which can read chinese.

it turns out that both geoff and adrian were also at the wedding practice, and kevin is away. so we would not  have even a guitarist even if guitar were workable…

oh well. it’s over.